Monday, June 30, 2014

Saying goodbye

Today I had to say goodbye to a family member. Que, aka Que Bert, aka Quekie, aka Quejeewbeens, aka Quekinskey joined our family July 2nd 2001 and today has left a huge hole in our hearts. I believe the only downside to owning a pet is knowing when it's time to let go. Although my heart is broken, I know he is in a better place and no longer in pain. 

Que, thank you so much for being such a wonderful, trustworthy friend. I will miss you. Love you always. 
Que Bert 
5/21/01-6/30/14

Friday, June 27, 2014

'Hideaway Hill' Sneak Peek

Greetings! I wanted to share another sneak peek with all of you. 'Hideaway Hill' is my first romance novel. Last year for National Novel Writers Month (NaNoWrMo) I wrote the second book in the series. I hope to have 'Hidden Promises' edited and published later this year. Until then, make sure to check out 'Hideaway Hill'. I'd love your feedback.

Prologue
13 years prior
While playing catch with the guys before school started, Blake Darwood took a few steps back anticipating Ulfred Miller was going to over throw the ball. He didn’t realize until the ball soared in the air that he would need to move a few more steps back.
“Hey, Blake! Look out behind you.”
 Since Blake was not paying attention to where he was jogging, he didn’t have time to stop before he collided into Veronica Klark. Her smaller body was no match for his almost six foot frame. The impact alone sent her tumbling to the ground, resulting in Blake falling over her and onto her arm. Veronica let out a sharp gasp and struggled to get up from under Blake. She squirmed underneath him, and Blake rolled to his side. Sitting up on the grass, he looked over at Veronica who was now holding her right arm.
“Ow, ow, ow,” She cried, before biting down on her bottom lip.
“Gee, I’m sorry. Are you okay? I didn’t see you there.”
“Well, that’s for sure. Ow,” She whimpered. “I think my arm is broken.”
Blake gave her a skeptic look before responding.
“Oh, come on, you didn’t fall on it that hard.”
“No, idiot, you fell on it. You really need to watch where you’re going.”
As she tried to stand, Veronica clutched her arm close to her body to keep the pain from jolting through it. 
“Hey, I said I’m sorry. Let me help you to the nurse.”
“No! I don’t need your help. I think you’ve done enough.”
With that, Veronica turned stiffly and stomped off to the nurse’s office before classes started. While Blake watched Veronica enter the building, Miller moved from across the yard and picked up the ball.  
“Don’t worry about it, man. You know how girls are. I’m sure she’ll be in class before the bell rings. Freshmen are nothing but babies anyways. Come on, let’s go.”
 Blake’s gut twisted with the worry that he may have broken her arm. Still, he tried to put the guilt aside and followed Miller into school.
As the day went on, Blake didn’t see Veronica in the halls. He wondered if it had anything to do with the fact that he was a junior and she was a freshman. Other than lunch, each class stayed in their designated area.
After school, all his worrying came to a head when he walked out the front doors to see his parents waiting for him. Mayor Richard Darwood leaned against the hood of the family car with his arms crossed, and his mother, Carol Darwood sat in the front seat looking straight ahead. Lowering his head, Blake climbed in the back seat of the car without saying a single word. When his father slid in the car and pulled away from the curb, his mother turned and spoke to him in a gentle voice.
“You want to tell us what happened, son? We received a call from a pretty upset father today.”
 “It was an accident. I told her I was sorry.”
 Looking at him in the rearview mirror, his father shook his head.
“I thought I taught you better than that. I would have at least expected you to make sure she was all right.”
 Leaning his head back on the leather seat, Blake closed his eyes as he pleaded his case. “I tried, but she was too upset. I didn’t want to make it worse.”
 “Well, here’s what we’re going to do. The three of us are going to go over to the Klarks’ house. Your mother and I are going to talk with the Klarks, and I want you to apologize again to the girl and see if there is anything you can do to make up for your rudeness.”
“Yes, sir.”
When they arrived at the house, the Darwoods were met by a burly African-American man. He stood at the front door with his arms behind his back as if he was standing at-ease and waiting for an assignment from his commander. Eugene Klark could make anyone think twice about crossing him. As the Darwoods walked up the front steps, Eugene opened the screen door.
“Mayor, Mrs. Darwood.” With a slight nod, he welcomed them into his home. Blake followed his parents in, but avoided making eye contact with Veronica’s father.
Blake’s mother seemed the least intimidated by Eugene.
 “Thank you, Mr. Klark. You have a wonderful home. How’s your daughter?”
“Please call me Eugene and thank you. Won’t you please have a seat?”
Eugene ushered the Darwoods into the living room where they were met by Darlene Klark. She entered from the kitchen with a pitcher of lemonade and cups on a tray.
“Hello,” Darlene gave a warm greeting and placed the refreshments on the coffee table in front of the guests. She then joined her husband as he sat. She was situating herself when she noticed Blake still standing in the doorway. She smiled.
“Sweetie, if you’d like to go see Veronica that would be fine. She’s upstairs, the second door on the right.
“Yes, Mrs. Klark.”
Turning to find the stairs, Blake wondered what he was going to say to Veronica when he saw her. He already told her he was sorry. What more could I say? Blake stopped at the door with purple and pink block letters spelling out Veronica’s name. He knocked once. Since she didn’t respond, he started to open the door slowly. With the door halfway open, he peeped in. Blake saw that she had headphones on and was reading a book. He figured she didn’t hear him knock. Standing patiently in the doorway, he hoped she would notice him soon.
While he stood there, he stared at her in astonishment. He never realized how pretty she was. Yes, he had seen her around town and school before. In the gym locker room, the guys liked to talk about the good looking girls in school, and her name came up a few times. But this was the first time he had really looked at her. His heart rate quicken, and his palms became sweaty. Blake tried to wipe them on his jeans. He’d never reacted that way from looking at a girl. His worries shifted from ‘how do I say sorry again’ to ‘will I even be able to speak to her’. He felt as if he had peanut butter stuck to the roof of his mouth. 
Feeling a presence in the room, Veronica looked up from her book. The moment she saw Blake looming in the door way, she scowled. Putting her book down and yanking her headphones off with her good arm, she tossed them aside.
“What do you want? Are you here to break my other arm too?”
Her voice came out with a sharp crack. Blake flinched from the harshness of her tone. Still, he stepped further into the room. The closer he moved to her pretty face, the harder Blake found it to be upset with her snippy remark. He was too enthralled by her looks, to let her snide words send him running.
“No, I’m not here to break bones. It was an accident this morning, and you know that. I told you I was sorry. How are you feeling?”
 The kindness in his voice did little to warm Veronica’s heart.
“My arm hurts. How do you think I’m doing?”
  Blake smiled down at her when he reached the side of her bed.
“If it makes you feel any better, your parents called mine. I’m sure I’ll be grounded for the rest of my life, and I’ll probably get some lecture about how the mayor’s family is supposed to act in public.”
 Chuckling to himself, he knew it wouldn’t be the first or last time he and his brother would hear that speech. Veronica didn’t seem to catch the inside joke, she sighed and pursed her lips together. Blake tried hard to keep a straight face. He knew she was still mad at him, but he thought the face she was making was cute.
“You still didn’t answer my question. What do you want?”
“I think I did. I said I came to see how you were doing. I also came to see if there was anything I could do for you.”
Veronica’s lips pulled into a sneer.
 “Nope, I think I’m all set.”
 She then carefully patted her cast before reaching to put her headphones back on. Without thinking, Blake lifted his hand and prevented her from placing the earpieces on all the way.
“Are you dismissing me?” He gave her a cocky smile. He was enjoying their banter. “I was kind of hoping we could talk. I’m not sure how long our parents plan on visiting, but I would rather not go back down there until they’re done.”
Rolling her eyes, Veronica dropped her headphones back on her lap. Blake sensed she was trying to be nice, and realized he didn’t want to go away. She pointed to the chair next to her closet.
 “Fine, have a seat.”   

Veronica was surprised by how striking Blake was. After he turned the chair to face her, she found it hard not to stare at him. He had piercing blue eyes and a very handsome face. Prior to that moment, she never really looked at Blake Darwood. He was someone she knew would never give her a second glance. Blake could have anyone he wanted. He always had a girl hanging on his arm. Staring at him, she felt her heart beat quicken. She feared she was blushing, and hoped he didn’t notice. She wondered how it was possible that just before she looked him in his eyes, she was so upset with him over breaking her arm. However, the moment their eyes met, all that anger went away. Veronica felt as if her mouth was stuck together with laffy taffy. What is wrong with me? Before he sat down in the chair, she wanted nothing more than for him to leave her alone. Now, she didn’t want him to leave at all. Her cheeks grew hotter. Trying to breathe normally, she leaned back into her pillows.
“So what do you want to talk about?” She questioned, while pulling in deep, even breaths.

*

When the parents came to check on them, they were both laughing and getting along like they were the best of friends.
“Are you ready to go home, son?” Seeing his parents standing in the doorway, Blake’s face dropped. Sighing, he stood and put the chair back against the wall.
“I guess so.” He then turned to look back at Veronica. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
 She smiled back at him. “Okay, goodnight.”
As he headed for the door, his dad gave him a puzzled look.
“Tomorrow? You’re coming back tomorrow?”
 “Yes, I told Veronica that I would bring her homework over. The doctor wants her to stay out of school for the rest of the week.”
After the Darwoods said their goodbyes to the Klarks, they headed home.
The following day Blake couldn’t wait to leave school, so he could drop Veronica’s homework off. He could do nothing but think about her all day. The night before, once he was home and getting ready for bed he thought of a plan to ask her out, and dropping her homework off would be the best time to put his plan into motion. Blake stopped by Mrs. Middlerow’s Flower Shop on the way and he picked out a white rose. Once at the Klark’s house, Mrs. Klark let him in. Veronica wasn’t in her room like the day before. Today, she was sitting under a blanket in the living room. Her face lit up when he walked in the room. Blake hoped it was from seeing him and not from the rose. Seeing the gift, Mrs. Klark brought a small vase to place the rose in. After setting the flower aside, Darlene left the room. Blake waited until they were alone before he spoke.
“How are you feeling today?”
“I’m okay. I decided not to take any more of those pain pills, they made me feel weird.”
 Looking over at her rose, Veronica smiled again.
 “Thank you for the rose. It’s beautiful.”
“You’re welcome. I can’t stay long; my dad told me I had to come straight home after dropping your homework off.”
 He gave her a sheepish grin, and she laughed out loud.
“I’m sorry. So he ended up grounding you? If you like, I can call and tell him it was an accident and I forgive you.”
With a simple gesture of his wrist, Blake brushed her offer aside.
“It’s not so bad and it’s only for this week. Well, having to wash the dishes for the next two weeks sucks, but besides that, I just have to come straight home after school for the next week.”
 Hesitating for a moment, Blake contemplated if he would ask her out or not. But when she looked up at him with her light brown eyes, he knew he had to at least try.  
“Veronica, I was wondering, once I’m off of punishment and when you’re feeling up to it, maybe we could go out. You know like ‘I’m sorry for breaking your arm kind of thing’.”
“Like a date?”
“Well, I guess you could call it that.”
“Oh.”
 Blake watched as Veronica thought about his question. He wasn’t sure what ‘oh’ meant. She did like him, didn’t she?
 “I think you’re going to have to ask my dad first. I’ve never gone on a date before.”
That made him feel a little less confident in himself, but Blake said his goodbyes and headed out to the garage where Mr. Klark was working on his car.
“Hi, Mr. Klark. How are you today?”
 Standing up from the car, Blake took a step back from the man who towered over him.
 “I’m good, Blake. Thank you for dropping Veronica’s homework off.”
“Not a problem. I’m heading home, but I wanted to ask you something first.”
“Sure.”
“Well, I was kind of wondering if once Veronica is feeling up to it and I’m not grounded anymore, if I could take her out? You know as an ‘I’m sorry kind of thing’.”
Mr. Klark looked unhappy with Blake’s request, and he pondered the question for a few moments.
“That sounds more like a date. You know Veronica is only fifteen.”
“Yes, sir, I know. I promise not to have her out too late.”
Letting out a snort at Blake’s adamancy, he turned to go back to working on his car.
“I’ll have to think about it. Come back and we’ll talk once you’re off of punishment.”
“All right, sir. Thank you. Have a good night.”

A year and a half later

On top of Hideaway Hill, the spot where they shared their first kiss, Blake and Veronica waited for the Memorial Day fireworks to start. It was the perfect location. You could see the whole park, but no one could see you. Blake claimed the hill to be his favorite spot in all of town. He could spend hours up there thinking, and no one ever came to bother him. It also happened to be the most practical place to view the fireworks. Since it was still early in the year, a slight chill hung in the air. He and Veronica were wrapped in a blanket passing the time by kissing. It was a little past dusk and the fireworks were going to start at any minute. Moving his hand over her soft skin, Blake broke from their kiss and his lips began to glide down her neck.
“Blake?”
 Veronica’s voice came out low and raspy as she sucked in a breath of air. Her velvety voice sounded like music to his ears, but he knew what she was about to say.
“I know, sorry. I’ll stop.”
 Blake began to pull his hand away. Veronica reached for it and threaded her fingers with his. They were close enough so that he could see her smiling at him. Her lips, which glistened, looked a little swollen from their kissing.
 “That’s not what I was going to say.”
 Leaning forward, she kissed him softly on the lips. Blake felt his heart beat faster from her touch. He brought his free hand up and brushed a strand of her hair away from her face.
“What is it, Vee?”
 “I want to.”
He gave her a perplexed look as he repeated what she said.
“You want to…” Realizing what she meant, his blood raced.
“Are you sure? I told you we can wait.”
 Giving Blake a smile that took his breath away, Veronica nodded.
 “Yes, I’m sure.”
 She then leaned in to kiss his lips again. Her lips felt so smooth against his, he let a low moan slip from his mouth.   
“I love you, Blake.”
“I love you too, Vee.”
As the fireworks began to illuminate the sky above them, Blake and Veronica made love for the first time on Hideaway Hill.



Chapter 1
Present day
Walking down the familiar street, Veronica noted some of the changes that had occurred to Main Street since the last time she traveled the main road of her home town. It was dusk, but she didn’t feel the need to hurry to get to her next location. No, here she could honestly say she felt much safer walking alone at this time of night. What could really go wrong? She was in the small town of Surpatch, Iowa. It was the place she called home as a child, and the place she was to call home again, after being away for so many years. Thinking of everything that changed since she left her safe place brought a shiver to her, but she quickly pushed those awful memories out of her mind. She promised herself that this would be a fresh start; the past was the past, and as her father used to say, ‘there is no point in crying over something that couldn’t be changed’.
She came to a stop in front of Gilligan’s Watering Hole. She had another flood of memories. When she was growing up, Gilligan’s by day was a place the locals came for lunch. After school, it was a teenage hang out. At dinner time, it was the place to go to grab a bite to eat with either family or friends. And on the weekends, the adults hung out, danced and drank after a long work week. The building took a rather large portion of the street block. Veronica could hear the laughter and excitement coming through the walls. She and Arthur had just moved back into her parent’s old house, and they decided to go out for dinner. To beat the dinner rush, Veronica decided she would make her way to Gilligan’s while Arthur unpacked a few more boxes. Although, she didn’t see anyone that she recognized, yet, she knew most of the locals had already spread the word that she was moving back home. In small towns like Surpatch, there are few secrets. It had taken a little convincing on her part to get Arthur to come with her. He wasn’t the biggest fan of small towns, and when he learned the location of Surpatch, he really had his doubts. Sitting between Webster City, Iowa and Kamrar, Iowa, Surpatch is the second biggest town in the Hamilton County area. The population had doubled in the last three decades, but with a little more than two thousand people populating the town, it was still rather small. After she accepted the job as assistant librarian, she knew word of her homecoming would spread fast.
Veronica pulled the door to Gilligan’s open and was met by the overwhelmingly delicious smelling food. It made her stomach growl in anticipation. As she stepped through the door, she noted that not much had changed. The floor was still a dark wood with deep scuffs from the weekend dancing. The old arcade video games were still in the corner along with two dart boards and a pool table. The black vinyl stools that stretched along the width of the eighteen foot counter seemed to be in the same condition. To the right, the booths where she and her family sat when she was a child, and where her friends hung out when she was in high school, seemed to be the only thing that was different. The wooden benches were replaced with black cushioned high back benches. She remembered how after sitting on the old ones for more than an hour, one’s butt would go numb. The rest of the room was filled with bar chairs and mini tables.
Scanning the room, she noticed as heads began to pop up and watch her enter the building. The loud talking began to quiet to mumbles as the patrons confirmed her suspicions. Some waved as she walked further into the Watering Hole. Waving back to those she recognized, she smiled. When her sight fell on that familiar face, her smile faulted. Veronica stopped in the middle of the room and stared into those blue eyes, the eyes that she had once loved, and the eyes that had eventually been the deciding factor for her to flee the small town. Veronica knew it would happen sooner or later. She just hoped it wouldn’t have to happen her first night back in town. Off to the right with two other individuals sat Blake Darwood. She could tell by the look on his face that he was not surprised to see her. She willed her lips into a faint smile as her feet started to move towards the table, before she was able to give it a second thought. She would have rather walked the other way. She hoped no one saw her stop dead in her tracks a few seconds ago. However, if she was aware of Blake’s presence, everyone else was too.
Surely, in a bigger town it may seem weird for the mayor to be out having a beer, but not in Surpatch. The Darwoods had run the town almost since the day it was founded. As a child, it was Blake’s father, Richard Darwood, who had been mayor, and in the last three years, it had been Blake. Though he was rather young, he had taken on the task that the town’s people had happily passed onto him when his father decided to retire.
 Veronica’s feet brought her to a stop in front of Blake. No one spoke for a moment. It seemed as if they were both too busy surveying one another. Parker, Blake’s younger brother, broke the silence.
“Hey, Vee! I heard you were coming back to town. It’s been a long time.”
 Breaking eye contact with Blake, Veronica turned her head ever so slightly to greet Parker, and if memory served her right, Hayley Mowers.
“Hi, Parker, Hayley. How are you?” Giving them both a warm handshake, she noticed that they had on matching wedding bands. Looking at the couple, Veronica could tell they were happy. Parker, who looked like a younger version of his dad, had brown hair and blue eyes. He had definitely grown into a nice looking young man. He was only a year younger than Veronica, but she always thought of him as her younger brother. He used to follow Blake and her all over town.
“We’re good.”
 Parker wrapped his arm around his wife, and Veronica tried not to laugh as Parker tried to kick his brother under the table inconspicuously. Leave it to Parker to try to help with the tension in the air. Blake grunted when his brother’s foot came in contact with his shin. As Blake stood, he reminded Veronica of why other ladies’ heads would turn when he entered a room. Standing at six foot one, his shoulders were broad like a football player, and even though he was in a shirt and tie, she could still see all of his thick muscles pressing against the fabric. Blake, with his straight jet black hair, blue eyes, and strong chin could have any woman he wanted. Only a fool wouldn’t do a double take as he walked by. Reaching out his arms, Blake stepped forward to embrace Veronica.
“It’s good to see you, Veronica. Welcome back.”
To any of the on lookers, it would have appeared to be two friends reuniting, but Veronica could hear the edge in his voice. She could still hear the hardness and guard he had put in place all those years ago.  
“It’s good to see you too. I see news travels fast.”
Laughing, Blake took a step back and sat back in his seat.
“Well, of course it does.”
 He looked across the table at his sister-in-law and Hayley began to blush.
“What? Oh, don’t act like if you didn’t hear it from me than someone else would have eventually told you.” She then turned to look at Veronica. “I work at the library too. I don’t think you saw me when you came for your interview, but once Sherry told me you decided to take the job, I kind of let it slip to a few other people.” Her blush deepened as she tried to bury her face in Parker’s shoulder.   
“It’s okay. I knew it wouldn’t take long for the word to spread. It’ll be nice to have a friendly face at work.”
Behind her, Veronica heard the door open and close again. She secretly hoped it wasn’t Arthur who had entered. Although they had been dating for a few years and were now engaged, she failed to explain the long history she and Blake shared. She was quite relieved the hug Blake gave her was quick and he was now seated again. She could only imagine how Arthur would have reacted if he had walked through the door a few moments before. Walking up behind her, she tried not to jump or wince at the tight hold Arthur placed on her upper arm.
“There you are. I thought you would have gotten us a seat by now. Who are your friends?”
She knew it was best not to try to pull out of his grasp. The less movement she made, the less attention would hopefully be brought to the ironclad grip that was most likely going to leave a bruise on her arm later.
“Sorry, darling, I was just catching up with some old friends.” She tried to ignore the snicker that flashed on Blake’s lips at the mention of “friends” as she spoke.
“These are the Darwoods. Well, a few of them at least.”
“Ah, the Darwoods, so you must be Mayor Blake Darwood. I saw your picture hanging in the town hall on our last visit. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
 Letting go of Veronica’s arm, he reached out to shake Blake’s hand.
“I’m Arthur Stentson, Veronica’s fiancé.”
There was a smugness in his tone, but Veronica knew that was just the way Arthur talked. He believed that every man who came in contact with her would fall madly in love with her. He liked to let others know that she had chosen him and only him.
Although Blake’s eyes showed it was taking everything in him to restrain himself, his voice came out calm and cool.
“Arthur, it’s nice to meet you too, and welcome to our town. This is my brother, Parker and his wife, Hayley.”
As he spoke, Blake never took his eyes off of Veronica.
“Would you like to join us?”
Arthur placed his hand back securely on Veronica’s arm and shook his head.
“Thank you, but not tonight. We’ve had a long day. Veronica raved that this would be the best place in town to grab a bite to eat. We haven’t had a chance to go grocery shopping, and we’ll probably be turning in early tonight.”
As Blake responded his lips pulled into a tight grin, and Veronica wondered what Blake really wanted to say.
“Well, if you’re looking for good food then you are in the right place.”
 Blake then turned his attention back to Veronica and said, “We’ll need to catch up soon, Veronica. Arthur, it was nice meeting you, and I’m sure I’ll see the both of you around town.”
“Yes, I’m sure we will, Mayor Darwood. Veronica, shall we?” 
Veronica nodded and waved with her free arm as they turned to find an empty booth. 

Blake couldn’t believe it. For the last forty-five minutes, he had trouble taking his eyes off of the booth where Veronica and her fiancé sat. Veronica Klark was the girl that had taken him years to get over. Yes, he had been the one who finally called it quits after their four year relationship, but he knew that was where they were headed. Veronica had applied and was accepted to go to the University of Alabama; he wanted her to attend the Iowa Central Community College like him. She was the one who chose to leave him. For the last few months of the relationship, they did nothing but argue. After their last big fight, weeks before she went away, he knew the break up was imminent. He also knew he needed to beat her to the punch. He couldn’t let her be the one to decide when it was over. Before the fatal words could slip from her lips that hot August afternoon, while they sat in his car, he beat her to it. He remembered that day so clearly.
“Veronica, look, this isn’t working out between us.”
 She turned towards him with a look of surprise. As she thought about what he was saying, he watched as a stern look replaced her look of shock.
“Blake, what are you talking about?”
 He could hear that edgy tone in her voice, but he pushed forward.
“I’m just saying, I think it’s time for us to see other people. Truthfully, I’ve had my eye on a few girls back on my campus. And well, I think it’s time for us to grow up and move on. The whole high school sweetheart thing was cute and all, but I’m two years older than you and I should have moved on a while ago. I would really like to date a more mature woman.”
 Blake watched her expression change, he could see the anger rising. Most girls would have probably cried, but not Veronica. She never cried. It was some weird thing that her father instilled in her when she was a child. He had asked her about it plenty of times, yet, she always gave the same answer. ‘There’s no point in crying over something you can’t fix.’ He was always able to tell when she was close to tears. She would take a deep breath and close her eyes as if to push the tears back. When she would finally opened her eyes, she was calm again and her eyes were clear. This time, however, she seemed a little deflated. Slouching in the seat, she didn’t appear as confident or mad as she was before she closed her eyes. She turned and looked out the window, refusing to make eye contact with him.
“Blake, if that’s the way you feel, then take me home.”
 Without saying another word, he turned the hot car back on, wiped his sweaty hands on his shorts, and drove her home.
He didn’t see her again. A week or two later he heard that she left for college, and a few months after that, her parents packed up to move closer to her. They claimed they missed her too much. Blake decided it was for the best. It hurt like hell that she left him, but if he and his town weren’t any good for her, then he knew he did the right thing. But if it was the right thing, why after nine years is my stomach doing somersaults, and my pulse beating like a jack hammer in my ears, just by the sight of her? And why do I keep staring at her booth? Taking another sip of his beer, he replayed her walking through the door. Being one of the very few African Americans growing up in Surpatch, Veronica by far was the prettiest. As a teenager, she was beautiful and as an adult, she was stunning. When she entered Gilligan’s, it seemed as if the whole room had ceased to exist. As she moved closer, he took in her slender frame. She stood at five foot six, and her caramel skin seemed to have a glow, like she had her own personal sun shining on her. Her dark brown hair hung straight down past her shoulders. The dimple in her right cheek flashed when she smiled, and her hazel-brown eyes always reminded him of honey.
Though he greeted her as an old friend, he had a hard time keeping the pain from his voice, the same pain that tormented him after all these years for doing the right thing. He had always wondered how he would react if he ever saw her again. He also questioned if would he know for sure that he was over her. Was the hurt that he felt from her breaking his heart all those years ago still there? He could honestly say ‘yes’. Why did she move back to Surpatch? And why did she have to bring that Arthur guy with her? For him, it was nothing more than salt in a wound. Banging his beer bottle down on the table, he felt Parker jump next to him.
 “Are you all right?”
Blake stood up. “Yeah, I just need some fresh air.” Without looking back at his brother, Blake headed for the door. Before he was able to make it to the outside, Lindsay strolled in.
“Hey, you! Sorry I’m late. I needed to drop off the yarn for the blanket Mrs. Campbell is making for Jessa’s baby shower. What’s wrong? Are you leaving?”
  Blake looked down at Lindsay. She was his on again-off again girlfriend. For the time being, they were back on. He liked to have a date when Parker and Hayley were out with him. He hated being the odd man out. “Hey, no, nothing’s wrong. I was just stepping out for fresh air. Want to join me?”
“Sure, let me just put my purse down.”
 Stepping out into the night’s air, Blake took a deep breath and leaned against the brick wall. Main Street was rather quiet for such a nice night. He was relieved that no fellow townsmen were walking the streets. He was in no mood to hold a conversation with any of them. Opening his eyes as Lindsay exited the building, he looked up at the stars.
“Are you sure everything is okay?” she asked, as she wrapped her slender arms around his waist, and rested her head on his chest. 
Before he could respond to her question, the Watering Hole’s door opened and Veronica and Arthur stepped out. Making a right as soon as they exited, the couple didn’t see Lindsay and Blake standing off to the left-hand side. Blake bit the inside of his cheek at the sight of Arthur sliding his arm around Veronica, as the couple headed towards the house she once shared with her parents, and now shared with him.  
“Is that Veronica Klark? I heard she was moving back to town. I-oh. Now I understand.”
 Lindsay pulled herself from Blake and gazed up to meet his stare.
 “Veronica. That has you in this mood.”
 It was more of a statement than a question; however, Blake still felt the need to answer. “It’s not what...” Lindsay put her hand up and Blake stopped talking.
 “Look, I get it. I’ll be inside if you want to join us in a little while.”
 Blake hung his head in shame as he watched Lindsay step back inside. He knew she wasn’t mad, just a little hurt. He tasted blood in his mouth from biting the inside of his cheek. With a quick glance at the Watering Hole’s door, he pushed himself off the wall and headed towards his house. It was the end of the fiscal year, and he knew he still needed to work on the budgets for next week. That was the excuse he gave himself for being a jerk to Lindsay, and blowing off their date night. He would have to send her flowers in the morning.

http://www.amazon.com/Hideaway-Hill-Elle-A-Rose/dp/1480203831/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1403919746&sr=8-1&keywords=Hideaway+Hill

Thursday, June 26, 2014

TBT

                                                     Aug 2010 Cruise
Haha, it's a picture of a picture. I believe this was Formal night on the boat. I ate 3 lobster tails and 9 shrimp that night and didn't get a drop on my dress.

Sunday, June 22, 2014

I'm Back!

Hi everyone!
I've been a little quiet on here for the last week or so. Sorry about that. I went on a family vacation with my mom and brother. Perhaps a better term for the word vacation should be coined for traveling with family and going to visit other family. Sigh. Nevertheless, I survived and I'm back to share more of my insight with all those willing to check my blog out. I think sometime this week or the next I need to come up with a chart on how to have a joyful vacation.

Until then, here are a few pictures from my trip to Orlando, Palm Bay, Melbourne, Coco Beach, and Merritt Island Florida.

This was taken on our way to my grandmother's house in Palm Bay. (My brother was driving while I took the pic.)

After breakfast (closer to lunch time than the breakfast hour) my uncle took us riding around on the coast and we stumbled across this cool neat place that had lot of vehicles from different movies and tv shows. 

My grandma's cat, Boots and I. 

At a Manatees' baseball game for my uncle's 51st birthday. 

This was the BEST breakfast I have ever had!!! We ate at this restaurant called Olivia's at the Old Key West Resort at Disney World. Poached eggs, crab cakes, English muffins, covered with hollandaise sauce, plus potatoes. I had a rave in my mouth! 

My brother, Alex and I. (My mom made us take the picture...can you tell?)

Selfie! The second to last day of our stay. 


Caught in the rain. 



   




Thursday, June 12, 2014

Three Bullets Review

4 stars out of 5!

http://www.rowanvalebooks.com/books/threebullets.html

‘Three Bullets’ is a great read! From the start, I was drawn in trying to think about what it would feel like to be dead. What senses do you have left…if any? Jones brings to life a twisting tale that leaves you trying to solve the mystery along with the characters. At times, I felt like I was watching an episode of Law in Order: Criminal Intent. I even sat up some nights thinking about what could happen next. I hated to put the book down!
I do have to admit, I was in a few spots, confused by the change in point of views without any notice. But I quickly jumped into the next characters’ mind and was still able to follow along with the story.  
Well done Gavin Jones!
 I’m looking forward to more of this author’s work.  

I received my copy of 'Three Bullets’ from the publisher for my honest review.

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Sneak Peek: 'Last Teardrop, The Chronicles of Amber Harris'

Hey everyone! I wanted to share with you the first chapter of the first book that I published. Amber is near and dear to my heart and I hope you will check it out to see why.
Happy Reading!


1
Broken Promises

       The sun will be rising soon. I can always tell the exact moment the dawn will break. When I was a child, I would hate to see the sun set, but was excited to wake to a new day. Those days have long since past. Those around me are still sleeping. In the next few hours, I will hear the noise of traffic picking up on the expressway-which is about five miles away from where I live. I am already restless. I am ready to leave the quarters of the place most would call a home. I choose not to call it that. I have heard the saying over the years, ‘home is where the heart is’; however, when your heart is as cold and dark as mine, you tend to struggle with that idea.

As the sun climbs into existence for the new day, I stretch and move toward the back door. I have exactly two hours, thirty-nine minutes and twenty-seven seconds until it is time for work.  That will be plenty of time for a jog. Yes, that is what I will do. Perhaps on my jog, I will pick up a quick breakfast. I am hungry, and I have found it best not to go to the office with an empty stomach. I am able to concentrate a great deal more, without worrying about that nagging beat of hunger pulsing in my ear.

Stepping outside, I inhale deeply. My surroundings have the fresh scent of the morning sunlight. Smiling to myself, I set off for my jog.  I need not run for exercise; my body is fit on its own. I run for the pure enjoyment of refreshing wind flying in my face, and the smell of the morning dew on the trees and grass. The dew falling from the leaves is such a wonderful thing to see, when the sun hits it just right. Of course with eye sight like mine, there are a lot of lovely things in this world that most just walk right by, and will never notice.

 I need to slow my pace, as I have picked up on approaching company. I am about four miles away, and do not want them to see me moving too quickly. Ah, yes, I see her now. It is a woman out walking her dog. She is not very happy with her nine month old puppy. Today was her day to sleep in, but the dog would not stop barking. So she decided to finally get up and out of her warm bed to walk him. I owned a dog and cat as a child, and miss being able to have a small companion. Now, most animals do not come near me, so pet ownership is not an option. 

As I come closer to the owner and pet, their scents become more intense. An aroma of ginger with a hint of mango and peach encases the sleepy woman. Her small companion smells of dried beef, peas and rice. Smelling them has reminded me that I am in need of breakfast.  Something in the back of my mind tells me to keep going, so as I come near the pair, I smile and do a little nod of my head.  The puppy stops, and I notice the hair on his back has begun to rise. The woman is startled by the reaction her little ten pound ball of fluff is having toward me.  She tugs at his leash and tries to get him to keep moving, apologizing for his unfriendly behavior. I chuckle “That’s okay, I'm used to it.  You wouldn’t believe how often that happens to me. Enjoy your walk, maybe you’ll be able to sleep in next week.” I chuckle, again; my young friend has a surprised look on her face. She is wondering how I knew that. I do not give her a chance to ask, as I slowly start picking up my pace again.  I am thirteen miles into my jog; it will take me another three minutes to get back to my living quarters. I have one hour, twenty-nine minutes and ten seconds before work.
 Since nothing caught my interest, I return to the house with an empty stomach.  Hopefully this will not be a big mistake. I do not feel like relocating again. It’s bad enough I have to move every six years or so. I have lived here for two and a half years, and adjusting to this town has come easier than I would have expected. I would rather not move before my time is up. I usually try to live in smaller towns, but decided to give a larger city a chance. Although I like the different variety of food that is offered here, I am still uncertain of the closeness I share with others.  In the smaller towns, I need not worry so much about making many mistakes that will be noticed. Here, I am always watching my back-which is funny if you think about it.

 What shall I wear for the day? I have the worst habit of throwing clothes away after wearing them once, no more than twice. Then again, after little jogs like this morning, I end up wearing through a lot of my clothes. I know I should consider giving my clothes away to the homeless only that is not always safe. What if my scent is picked up from my hand-me-downs? The poor soul wearing those clothes would be a sitting duck. Hmm, duck, not a top pick for sustenance; nonetheless, it makes my mouth ache just thinking of it. I give my head a slight shake. I need to try to stay on track. My mind is not focused today.  I will need to work on this before I enter my office for the day.

 I make my way into my walk-in closet, and try to think about what I will wear today.  Gazing at my tops, I reach for my teal blouse. I can imagine this top one of my many pairs of black pants working well as an outfit. You can never have enough black pants. Black is my favorite color, but lately, I have tried to add more color to my dark wardrobe.  Next, I grab a cute pair of open toe pumps that are teal with yellow stripes.  A yellow scarf for my hair, gold earrings and necklace will complete my look.  Looking in the mirror, I like what I see. My long wheat-colored hair is pulled back using the yellow scarf as a headband. The teal looks nice against my pale cream colored skin and the yellow helps bring out my light hazel brown eyes. I quickly dress, giving myself one last look before I head to the car.  Although I still have an empty belly, I think this will be an all right day. Settling into my car, I now need to figure out what to listen to on the way to work. I go through this every morning; radio or CD. At least with the CD, I can hear my favorite artist, but then I may miss out on something interesting being talking about on the radio. I guess I will try the radio first.

“You’re listening to 98 PXY. The number one hit music station. We are here in the studio discussing why some women lie about their age. Ladies, do you lie, and if so, why? Let’s go to the phone lines to see what the callers have to say.” 
Hmm. The age old question. Where is my cellular phone? This shall be fun.
“Hello, you’re on the air with Mac in the morning. What’s your name?”
 “Good morning Mac, this is ummm …Heather”
“Well top of the morning to you, Heather. Tell me, why do you think women lie about their age? And, do you lie about yours?”  
I suppress a chuckle, and clear my throat before responding. “Mac, I think most women lie about their age because they are afraid to admit what they have become.”  Mac finds this funny; I hear him and the other announcers laugh before he speaks again.
“So Heather, tell me. Do you lie about your age?”
 Now it is my turn to laugh out loud. “Why yes, Mac, I do, but I do not do it because I am afraid of becoming old. I do it because most people would not believe me if I told the truth.”

“Tell me then, Heather, why will people not believe how old you are? Is it because you don’t look your age?”
 I know where this is going, but it is okay, I am not using my real name and he will not believe me even though I am telling the truth.
 “Mac, I lie about my age because I'm two hundred and twelve years old today.” Now there is silence on the air, but not for long. I bet all listeners are all thinking the same thing ‘this woman is crazy.’ 
Mac clears his throat, “So you’re trying to tell me that you're two hundred and twelve years old and still alive. Ha! Please tell me Heather, how is this possible, because the last time I checked that just is not possible?”
 I hear it in his voice, he thinks I am pulling his leg, but I am not. What I say is true. “Mac, I am two hundred and twelve years old and it is possible. It's possible because I am a vampire.”

 Now I have done it. I know this conversation will end shortly.
“Okay, let me get this straight. You are trying to tell me that you're a vampire?  Look sweetheart, I know we have some pretty strange questions and comments going through here, but you by far have rocked the air this morning! Ha! Rochester, New York, we have our very own vampire on the line. Let me ask you this before we move on to the next caller. If you are a real vampire, shouldn’t you be sleeping in a coffin right now?”

 Oh these silly, silly humans, they all believe what Hollywood tells them. If they only knew the truth about what could be living next door, or working in the office next to them. Such simple minded things they are. “Well Mac, I suppose you would be right, if we were following along in a book or watching a movie. For your sake, I will say yes, I should be. I will go now before the rays from the sun burn me.” Hanging up the phone, I wonder if this will be the talk of the morning at work, as most of my coworkers listen to this station. If they only knew the truth, I am sure they would not think it was that funny.  Placing my phone back in the cup holder, I shake my head. I do not know why I just opened up to those strangers. I guess I should have stuck to the CD player this morning.

I know we should not tell others who we are or what we can do, but sometimes it is just so hard to resist the urge. Some of my family members would not be happy with my little announcement on the air. It is a good thing that they have been living out of the country for over fifty years.  I have found, when you do tell a human what you are, most will not believe such a thing. Then again, I often wonder if I would have believed it myself, if I had not become a vampire.  After all of these years, I have chalked it up to the fact that I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. But then again, I have found that most things that end up as life altering situations come at the wrong time. Sometimes when I sleep, I relive that late afternoon, even though it was so, so many years ago, it still feels like yesterday.
***
It was a nice fall afternoon. Fall was my favorite time of year. I know most people when asked why, will tell you that they love to see the leaves changing, but for me it was the weather. The spring was always too wet, summer was hot and muggy, and I could never seem to be warm enough in the winter. Fall, back then, was just right. I could be comfortable during the day and have a nice quilt to curl up under at night.

  On that fall day, Mother sent me to bring a plate of food to an elderly neighbor, who was no longer able to cook for herself. I generally did not walk that distance alone, but my walking partner, William, my younger brother was sick, and Father and my oldest brother, James, were working late on the dam that broke a few weeks before. “Do not worry, Mother, I will be fine. I will run up the road and be right back. I promise it will not take me long.” Mother had that worried look on her face, but she knew I was right, it would not be the first time I went out alone. “If it makes you feel better, I can wait for Father and James to come home and have one of them walk with me.”
 “No dear, I am sure you will be fine, just please hurry back.”
I smiled and kissed her on the cheek as I left the house.  I truly enjoyed the nice quiet walk alone. It was not dark yet, and I knew if I hurried, I would make it back before then.

 On arrival to Mrs. Leavers’ house, I thought I saw something out of the corner of my eye. I decided it was just my mind playing tricks on me. Even though I wanted deliver the meal, it was getting dark faster than usual, and I was starting to get worried. I shook the feeling off that someone was watching me, and knocked rather loudly on the huge wooden door. Mrs. Leavers’ husband died about ten years before, and their only son had taken ill and died when I was a baby. I believe my father and their son were good friends and about the same age. Because of this, my parents were always very close to the family. I used to come over as a child and help pick apples in the backyard. The Leavers always let me keep all the apples I was able to pick. When the couple became too old to take care of the apple trees, they paid James and some friends to cut the trees down and sold the wood. My mother bought some, and would use it in the stove to bring an apple smell to her baking.

 It took Mrs. Leavers a few minutes to get to the door. When her frail frame opened the door, she was very happy to see me with the food.
 “Come in child, I do not want to leave you standing out in the cold. Where are your brothers? You know it is not safe for you to be out alone?” 
Even in her old age she was very thoughtful. “James and father are still working, and William is sick again.  Mother is worried, he has not eaten anything all day.” I did not mean to upset the old lady, but I could see after all these years it still worried her to hear about a young child sick.
“I hope your mother has called for the doctor to come see him.”
 “Yes, she has, he will be over first thing in the morning.”  This answer seemed to make her happy. “That’s good. Now let’s see what wonderful things your kind mother has sent over for me today.  Do not tell the others, your mother's cooking is my favorite. I am sure anyone that has ever tasted it will agree.”
 I always thought Mrs. Leavers was sweet, but a little crazy. Every time I brought a plate over, she would tell me the same thing. I wondered if I would be that way when I became old. “Today’s meal consists of chicken, corn on the cob, a buttermilk biscuit, and a slice of cherry pie. Everything is fresh out the oven and should still be warm.”
“Oh, thank you, dear. And please thank your mother for such a wonderful meal. Now run along home before it gets dark.”
 “Yes, Mrs. Leavers. Is there anything I can do for you before I leave?”
“No, thank you, I should be fine for the evening.” 
As I turned to leave, I saw she was already getting settled at her table for dinner. “I will see you next week Mrs. Leavers.” I did not hear her reply, but I am sure she did not hear my last statement. 

Once outside, I noticed that the temperature had dropped a little.  Wishing I had brought my heavier shawl, I picked up the pace to get back home. I still felt as if someone was watching me. It was such a weird feeling that I could not shake.  As I passed a cluster of bushes and trees, I heard the leaves rustle. I stopped and looked up, thinking it must be some small animal. I watched in terror as the tree branches began to bend in a way that no small animal could do. My heart beat quickened, and I turned to run. Behind me, I heard a thud as something heavy hit the ground.  Before I was able to take two steps, I felt a hand grab my shoulder. I was just about to scream when I heard a light laugh, a familiar laugh. I turned to see Robert standing there grinning.

I knew Robert my whole life. We were the same age.
“Oh, Amber, you scare so easily.”
 “Robert, how could you! I do not find that funny at all.” My words stammered from my lips and I yanked my shoulder from his grip. “Why are you out so late, and why are you following me?” The smile dropped from Robert’s face. He saw that I was not happy with him, and knew he needed to fix things. I knew he liked me; my parents talked about us marrying one day. When I thought about it, I could see him being my husband; however, that did not excuse him from giving me such a fright.
“I stopped by your house to see if you wanted to take a walk with me before it was too late. Your mother told me where you were. I decided to wait for you to come from Mrs. Leavers’ house, so I could walk you home. I only wanted to surprise you, not scare you. Please forgive me, I meant no harm. May I walk you home?”

I took a deep breath and thought about telling him ‘no’, but I did enjoy his company, and had not seen him all day.  “Yes, Robert, it would be nice to walk home with you.” The smile spread back across his face as we turned to head toward the house. Sometimes when Robert smiled really big, I was able to see all of his perfectly sharp white teeth. His teeth were sharper looking than anyone I had ever seen before. Still, there was something about his smile that warmed my heart. Those last few months, I had found Robert to be more attractive. He stood at an even six feet, with sandy blond hair, brown eyes and a dimple on each cheek. He had a paler complexion compared to mine, it was rather strange. He helped out on his parent’s farm, but his skin never seemed to reflect being kissed by the sun.  As we walked back to my house, he joked about the look on my face as he jumped of out the tree. I did not find any of it very funny. I reminded him of Judy, a girl we also grew up with, who was missing. She disappeared two months before. She told her mother she was going for a short walk and never returned home. Remembering that, Robert became more serious.
“Do not worry Amber, I am always watching out for you. I promise I will not ever let anything happen to you.”
He stopped walking and grabbed my hand. I stopped as well, to look up at him. He flashed another toothy smile at me, and then he slowly brought my hand to his lips. I was startled by this and began to pull my hand back, worrying that someone would see us. I removed my hand from his grasp just in time. From the bushes, I saw this fast moving blur. In the blink of an eye, there was a tall man holding Robert by the head. He gave me with such a scary look that I did not know what to do. Should I run, scream, pass out? I looked into Robert’s eyes as he struggled to no avail to get away from this man.
 “Run, Amber!” was all I heard, all I needed to be told. I turned to dart towards the closest house.  It was a few hundred feet way. That is when I heard the awful cracking noise. To this day, I still have not forgotten what that noise sounded like-the hair raising sound of something breaking, something that was not supposed to break-rang loudly in my ears. It made a frightful snapping and grinding noise, like a limb of a tree breaking, and then being ground into a stone all at the same time.

I stopped and turned back to look. What I saw was something my eyes just would not let my brain process. That man, the one who had just rushed out of the bushes, and was just holding Robert with such a tight grip, had broken his neck. From where I stood, it appeared to me as if he was biting Robert's neck.  I started to scream when I felt this cold hand cover my mouth,
“Shh child, it is too late for him.”
I was unable to turn around; the grip over my face was too tight. All of a sudden it felt as if I was flying, everything around me was moving very quickly.

I was not flying though; I was on someone’s back. It appeared to be a woman. She had long brown hair that was tangling itself around my face from the speed at which she was running. I was unable to see her face and too scared to ask any questions. I had many questions like: what did she mean by it was too late for Robert? Where was she taking me? How was she moving so fast? Instead of asking I just held on. Soon we came to a clearing.  There appeared to be a small cave. The woman slowed her pace, but before she could come to a complete stop, two other individuals emerged from the cave.

It was two males, and they did not look happy to see me with her. The woman came to a full stop and dropped me. I fell hard on my backside. I bit down on my lip to resist crying out from the harsh landing.  I contemplated running, but thought it may not be wise, considering how fast the woman was able to run. I looked around and had no idea where I was or how long or far we had traveled.  Whispers of a broken conversation brushed by me, and I noticed the group was walking. I was unable to hear what the three were saying; however, it gave me a chance to get a better look at them. The female who carried me, looked to be in her late twenties or early thirties with long shiny, brown hair. She was about five foot five-close to my height, maybe an inch shorter, very slim and pale. It seemed that she had bluish-gray eyes, but it was getting dark, so I was not too sure. The man on her left was taller, maybe six feet, with shoulder length black hair, and was also slender and pale. He appeared to be the oldest of the group. He had fierce looking black eyes that matched his hair.   The other man on her right looked to be about nineteen, not much older than me. Out of the three, he seemed to be calmest. He was about five foot ten, short red hair and freckles that covered his face. His eyes were a bright green and his complexion too was pale. Their voices rose and I wondered what they were arguing about. I started to move forward to hear what they were saying. I tried to be as quiet as possible, but for some odd reason, all three heads turned and looked at me at the same moment.

 I will never forget the looks they gave me. Those three sets of eyes staring back at me stopped me in my tracks. It felt as if their eyes could burn right through me. My body froze and my mind went blank for a second. Then I suddenly thought about Robert. Were they about to do to me what that man did to poor Robert?  Before I could think to move, the woman moved very swiftly toward me. She grabbed me by the front of my dress and pulled me to my feet. She started towing me toward the cave the others had disappeared into. I do not know what came over me, and before I could stop myself I started talking. “Where are we? What is going on?  What happened to Robert?” I was trembling and tripping over my own two feet, as she hauled me further into the dark cave. “Please let me go. Please!”
 She stopped, her eyes seemed to be glowing red around the outer ring of her pupils and a slight snarl slipped from her lips. “You fool. Did you not see what he did to your friend? Surely he will do the same to you, if I let you go. He will find you. He will hunt you down, along with any and everybody you are near. I have caused enough trouble by bringing you here. If that boy did not care for you the way he did… I might have just left you.”
 Taking a breath, she tried to calm herself. Her face softened slightly. “The look in his eyes is the only reason you are still standing here.” 
I had no idea what she meant by ‘the look in his eyes’. My face must have had confusion written all over it. 
“You silly little girl, come along.”
 I felt the tears running down my face. I had not cried since I was a little girl being carried in the house by Father, after falling and scraping my knees; however, more tears were to come as the night went on.

Once in the cave, I had trouble seeing as it was very dark. I wondered how the woman dragging me by my arm knew where to go with how dark it was. I tried to take in my surroundings, I could not see anything. I could hear a light wind blowing behind me in the entrance, the sound of flowing water, and a weird fluttering noise. It was much colder in the cave than outside, and I tried not to chatter my teeth, it was a useless attempt. Between the cold and my nerves being on edge, I could not help myself. Soon I heard voices. I was not able to hear what they were saying, but there was harshness in their tones.  As we moved closer, I was able to pick up on what they are saying.
 “She is no use to us. If we leave tonight we can head back home.”
“Do you really think that will stop him? He knows we are here now. We should not leave until we find and kill him.”
“What about the girl? She has already seen too much.”
  As we entered a small tunnel off to the right of the cave, the two men stop talking, and it seemed as if they turned to face us. 

The woman pushed me down ordering me to stay put. I was still unable to see any of their faces but she said to one of the men. “She’s cold, light a fire.” Once again I heard what sounded like a snarl, then movement. In an instant there was a fire glowing a few feet away from me. That gave me a chance to look around. The fluttering noise I heard earlier was coming from bats flying over our heads. The walls of the cave were black and in some spots there was water dripping down the sides.  The woman and two men were standing on the other side of the fire talking quietly to each other. I was still cold, so I tried to scoot a little closer to the fire. The moment I moved, all three of my captors made a circle around me.
The tall man with dark hair leaned forward. “She does not listen very well, does she?”
The woman smiled. “No she does not. She also is not very thankful, and she has too many questions.” 

With the three of them around me, it seemed as if the temperature had dropped. “I was not going anywhere. I just wanted to be a little closer to the fire.” This came out of my mouth like a whisper, which surprised even me, as I was not known for having a quiet voice.  They moved away from the fire and I could feel the warmth start to seep in.
“Maybe we should just drink her blood. She is only going to get in the way, and as you stated, if she tries to go back home, he will surely kill her. I am sure he is out looking for the both of you right now.”
 I was cold and scared, but I thought I was having trouble understanding what one of the men just said.  I could not comprehend why the three of them would drink my blood, or why the other man would want to kill me. I could not speak, I gasped for air and I felt the tears running down my face, again.
The redheaded boy came to stand over me again. “Hmm, the scent of your tears makes you smell even better.” 

The woman stepped in front of me, blocking my view of the redheaded boy.
 “Enough Christopher, she is already scared and we need to figure out what to do with her.”
Again I looked up and had three pairs of glowing eyes examining at me.
 “I already told you what we should do with her. I am really hungry.”
The taller man stepped forward and yelled, “Stop! You know this is no time to be joking. We are running out of time and options.  We need to think of what our next steps will be and quickly.”
  I was wondering at that moment, how I could have thought that the younger redheaded boy could have seemed to be the nicer and calmer one out of the three. The look on his face did not depict the stare from his eyes. If looks could kill, I would have died right then and there.

 There were so many questions still running through my brain. Before I had a chance to let any of them slip from my lips, there was a loud crashing sound that came from the opening of the cave. The three captors took off running. The woman stopped and turned around to look at me.
 “If you move before we get back, I will kill you myself.”
She then took off after the two men. The next few minutes went by very slowly. I did not hear anything besides the dripping of the water, and a few bats flying over my head. I am sure my mind was playing tricks on me, but after a while everything grew eerily quiet. I wondered if my three captors had decided to leave, but I was also too scared to move, just in case they were testing me. Finally I heard a noise, it sounded like fast moving feet coming toward me. Panic shook throughout my body. Was it my captors? Could it be that man that hurt Robert? Should I try to hide? I did not have a chance to react. My redheaded captor came back into the cave. I was not sure if I should have been relieved or even more worried. He must have seen the stress on my face because he slowed his pace.
 “Olivia and Isaac have gone after Jackson. I think he had a far enough lead once again for them not to find him. They have instructed me to stay here with you and to behave myself.” He snickered at the last part of his statement.

I noticed the way he was looking at me. It reminded me of an animal watching its prey, with its head cock to the side just before it pounces. I started to slide backwards on my hands and butt. I only moved an inch or two before he spoke again.
 “Do not be afraid, I gave my word to the others that I will not hurt you. I am not quite sure why Olivia decided to save you, but I guess I will leave you in one piece until she gets back. What is your name?”
 I was unsure of what to think about the redheaded boy. Once again he was looking calm and relaxed unlike the person I saw before me a few moments prior.
I was wondering how he could go from one extreme to another so quickly, then I realized I had not answered his question. “My name is Ambrosia, Ambrosia Wilson.  Why do you want to kill me, and why did that man kill Robert?”
 The redheaded boy laughed, and I wondered what I said that could be so funny.

 “You are a bold one aren’t you? I was the one asking the questions. Ambrosia? That is an unusual name. I do not believe many people use that name anymore. Do you know what it means?”

“No, I do not, it is a family name. I was named after my great-great grandmother. Everyone calls me Amber for short.”  He seemed amused by my answer, I watched as he lips twitch as if he wanted to smile.
“I believe Amber is a suiting nickname for you. Your hair and eyes both seem to be an ocher color.” Moving swiftly, he placed himself in front of me. He leaned forward and reached out to brush one of my stray hairs behind my ear. I jerked back ever so slightly. He noticed my movement and sighed, then dropped his hand. 

“Are you going to ask me what my name is?”

 He still had not answered my question about Robert. I questioned if he was playing a game. I decided to play along, hoping it would give me the answers I need. “I overheard the woman call you, Christopher. I assumed that was your name, is it not?” Before answering me he moved to sit down next to me. Not too close, yet close enough for me to see his face a little better. His eyes were mesmerizing, not only were they a brilliant green, but they seemed to have flecks of gold in them. I was certain it was just the light from the fire, although, it was very hard to break eye contact with him. It felt as if I was being pulled toward him. He must have observed me staring so intently into his eyes because he broke contact.

“Do not do that, it can be very dangerous.”

 I was confused, what could be dangerous? He did not give me a chance to clarify as he continued talking.
“Yes, my name is Christopher, and you can say that I am nineteen.  At least I look nineteen, so I guess we can work with that.”

 I was shocked that he knew I was attempting to guess his age. I tried to speak again, except he began to talk first. “Like I said, I do not know why Olivia brought you here. Once she comes back we will hopefully find out. Jackson will most likely run them out east. I am hoping Olivia and Isaac will not go too far before they decide to come back.”
He paused and I used that time to finally speak. “How did you know that I was trying to guess your age?”
 He smiled, “Because when you looked into my eyes, I was able to make a connection with your thoughts. I did not see too much because I broke eye contact. It can be dangerous for me to pull too many thoughts out of a humans head at once. It can cause memory loss if I am not careful.”

 This was not something I expected to hear. However, I also was not expecting to be sitting in a cave talking to someone who referred to others as humans--like he was not one himself. I thought this was very silly. “Are you trying telling me that you can read my mind?”  My misunderstanding must have been upsetting him, I heard him sigh.
 “No, I am not able to really read your thoughts. I can pick up on things that you are thinking when I make eye contact with you.  It is like if someone was trying to talk to you from a distance and you only hear a few words out of the conversation. Though, if I stare too long into your eyes, I am able to pull the thoughts out more clearly, which like I said, if I am not careful, I can leave you with memory loss of that thought.  Olivia said that you and a young man were out walking late. Why would a girl your age be out so late?”
 He was confusing me, again.  He changed the subject without making sure I had a good understanding of what he was telling me. I decided to just try to keep him happy, and attempt to answer all of his questions.
 “Mother sent me to drop off a plate of food for one of our elder neighbors who is unable to cook. One of my brothers normally goes with me, but one was working late and the other was sick.”

That is when it hit me. I was so worried about where I was, and what happened to Robert, that I did not even think about my family. “I have to go, I must go now. My parents will be very worried. What if that man, Jackson, hurts them too? I must leave.” I stood up and started to move toward the tunnel when I felt a cool hand grab me by the wrist.
“Amber, I’m sorry but you cannot go home. Ever.”
 I spun around with tear running down my cheeks. “What do you mean? I do not understand. Who are you? Why did he kill Robert? Why can’t I go home? What about my family?” I started shaking uncontrollably.  In response to my questions, Christopher pulled me into his arms and let me cry. 

I sobbed until the others rejoined us. I did not hear anyone coming, but Christopher must have, because he started talking before the other two figures appeared out of the tunnel.
“Did you catch him?”
The man and woman came toward us. I turned my head while still in Christopher’s arms to see them come from under the shadows.
 “No we did not. We lost his trail approximately forty miles out. I believe he might have crossed the lake. We did not want to waste more time trying to follow him through the water. Olivia was worried he would backtrack this way to find the two of you.”
 Olivia grinned as she moved closer. “It is nice to see that you two are becoming fast friends.”
 I felt Christopher’s green eyes searching my face. Before I had a chance to meet his gaze, he let me go and walked to the other side of the fire.
“Your new friend has a few questions for you, Olivia.”
 She walked over to me and placed her cold hand on my cheek. “I know that this may be hard for you, but I will try to answer all of your questions to the best of my ability. Sit down by the fire, I know you must be cold.”

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